Familiar Grooves

Photo from FireHawk Hulin

Familiar Grooves

11/6/09

It's a reoccurring pattern

dug deep in gray matter

maybe part of original clay

my earthly DNA genetics

that recognizes certain things,

places, women, even weather,

as a resonating attractor

with old response patterns

of the hunt when wanting

a relationship, travel, motorcycle,

or inspired to create, manifest

something new at home,

but it's in love arena

where my approaches pale

failing to bring desired results

when projections run wild

my mind caught in possibilities

trying to 'figure' best route,

and it's a pitiful example

coming up as inauthentic,

disingenuous, that is felt easily

by sensitive feminine nature,

while, with bravado I dove,

in past, to certain carnage,

lonely heart strewn in heap

the wreckage from confused action

seen by gawkers, passersby,

friends, family, who shake heads

wonder my insane familiar grooves.