Trajectory

Long winding road in the Lake Country part of England.

Trajectory

10/25/10

Again I wonder life's workings

leaving behind idea of 'knowing'

what's 'true' in certain terms

for me 'now', and future,

reminded how time changes things

when adding more insightful revelations,

I think I've secretly searched

ahead for long winding path

that could last into decades,

comparing my fits, starts efforts

toward less than grandiose dreams

to others' plans of retirement

with material and financial comforts,

but my deviant dissenter nature

mostly choose wild freedom instead

equating adrenalin surge as 'living'

and presently it feels opposite

where deep expansive 'soul peace'

supplies the trajectory revealing direction.