Squeeze

A second set of steps completed in the nick of time for 'Open Studios' starting today.

Squeeze

10/7/11

I do this sometimes,

put myself under pressure

by being in denial

about urgency or importance

until 'last minute' inspires

concerted effort toward completion

that supplies needed impetus

via adrenaline to persevere

what I've been procrastinating,

because no joy came

with guiding intuition when

checking in with myself

and trusted body wisdom

until finally realizing I

hadn't focused on completion,

only the tedious doing

which mostly appears unappetizing,

so I've become curious

wondering about underlying pattern

which could be permeating

intimate relationship with love,

money, aspirations around writing,

art, improvement projects, partnership,

expecting an easy unfoldment

as if somehow entitled,

always finding the time

when feeling deadline squeeze.