Unenlightened

A view of Duarte Castle and the stone block of granite it's fortress walls were built upon.

Isle of Mull, Scotland

Unenlightened

10/25/11

Feeling this of late,

opposite past ecstatic times

when thought on path

to higher consciousness nirvana

full of continued exaltation,

again hitting humanness wall

seeing ways I sabotage

by judging myself, others,

this supposedly civilized world,

as old patterns surface

testing for footing friction,

they then seemingly find

ground that again supports

their arguments, views, attitudes,

which once reigned supreme,

perhaps I'm at edge

of some grand breakthrough

percolating from 'shadow' work

around 'integrity, intention, abundance,'

while revisiting childhood history

doing 'exercises' in book

'The Energy of Money',

pointing to behavioral traps

I've been caught in

during past and now,

where freedom is limited

by unenlightened egotistical perspective.