Not Knowing How

New 'third story' destined to be 'craned' into place during one of a kind water tower remodel.

Lakeside Farm, Watsonville, California

Not Knowing How

5/19/11

Is all life like this,

forever wondering if it's possible

to manifest a desired dream

when each has unique formula

and equations to work out,

the bigger an aspiration is

can equal increased risk, adaption,

letting go of 'once was',

while becoming who 'you must'

through daily transformative growth process

enabling perfect synchronicity to happen,

Wisdom says 'action negates fear'

which comes from stagnate contemplation

of 'future' projects demanding resources,

energy, and gumption not available

during 'present' moment visionary stillness,

often sparking dread of failure

imagining inability to rise up,

meet the demands greatness requires

from small, shallow 'ego breath',

wherein 'soul' requests determined faith,

expansion, trust, even while confused

about what it will take

for graceful unfolding to occur,

this is Mystery teaching courage

within our not knowing how.