Saturday, February 18, 2012

Simple Pleasures

Nothing like the simple pleasures of humor and laughter.

Simple Pleasures
2/17/12

Birthday comes around
bringing celebration
thoughts,
toying with large
group wild
extravaganza,
or leisurely day
doing nothing
much
except what comes
naturally promising
joy,
most likely alone
following soul
rhythms
and authentic tendency
to create
something
significant, or not,
celebrating Life,
myself,
through experiences fondly
remembered in
future
as simple pleasures.

Friday, February 17, 2012

Directed

High hill overlook off of Route 35 between Pacific ocean and SF bay.
(photo by Ilyse Streim)

Directed
2/16/12

Ego's real work
is to
search
and recognize magic,
miracles, divinity,
beauty,
throughout mundane activities
making up
day,
this life with
all it's
circumstances,
while looking to
help others
out
doing the same,
continually remembering
interconnection
with Source filled
plants, animals,
Existence,
physical core nature
individually Soul
directed.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Greetings

Wing fast asleep on her pillow, on my bed, relaxed by early morning wood stove heat.

Greetings
2/15/12

Met this morning
by wind,
stars,
cool weather that
exhilarates my
Soul
after alarm clock
awakened at
4 am.,
and 'Bryon Kitty'
sat on
chest
licking hand that
lovingly pet
him,
now remembering Wing
through years
past,
stroking her while
asleep on
pillow
when still too
early for
any
reciprocation of greetings.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Love

My Mom and I hugging with Little Wing to the side.

Love
2/14/12

Potent mysterious elixir
powers Creation's
magnificence,
welling up inside
resilient expanding
heart
as authentic response
to beauty
witnessed,
a sunset's rainbow
above eastern
ridges
while twenty birds
glisten silver
white
bathed in last
rays against
rainclouds,
it's energy dispersed
through hands,
arms,
hugging parent, child,
sibling, friend,
partner,
or pet with
gratitude, called
love.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

In Every Head

A few of the many folks who celebrated Christmas at Pennyghael Community Hall in 2006.
Isle of Mull, Scotland

In Every Head
2/13/12

There's a world
within people's
minds,
verily an encyclopedia
of informational
stories,
strung loosely together
dependent on
memory,
those random threads
linking synapse
together,
becoming likes, dislikes,
judgments, interpretations,
representations,
while building strategic
worldview upon
thoughts,
wherein each person
declares different
rightness
because life manufactures
uniquely diverse
'truth'
in every head.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Keep After

Keeping after a project at the house.
(photo by Art Durand Photography)

Keep After
2/11/12

Everyone juggles life,
changing circumstance,
crisis,
in different ways
depending one's
standing,
anchored as Soul
having physical
experience
or small self
of ego
control,
former is gracefully
cordial when
navigating,
latter frequently pushy
disregarding obtuse
repercussions,
most people perform
somewhere in
between,
I do also
when addressing
issues
deemed important to
keep after.

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Becomes Known

Old abandoned boat on Loch Scridain shore outside of Kinloch Hotel.
Isle of Mull, Scotland

Becomes Known
2/10/12

Truth arrives sporadically,
lasts for
awhile
then mysteriously dissolves
as circumstances
change,
or is forgotten,
to acquire
again,
differently if of
lasting universal
nature,
this dance continues
through original
moments,
where as conduits
living Spirit
created,
whether old, young,
muddied, or
pure,
life brings opportunities
for furthering
evolution
whenever soul embrace
becomes known.

Friday, February 10, 2012

Visit

"Bryron Kitty' visiting 'Little Wing's' burial site while in progress.

Visit
2/9/12

Never
the same twice,
as older
person
experiencing city again,
meeting niece,
partner,
for theater play
seen before
elsewhere,
everything has changed
in world
awakening
to sun today,
circumstances of
importance
around work, relationship,
pets still
here,
or gone, often
disruptive, mercifully
end,
allowing a new
peace to
visit.

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Ego Follows

Winding road in the Lake Country near Patterdale, England.

Ego Follows
2/8/12

Eventually there's trust
of Soul
to gracefully direct
daily trajectory
as a mystic
in touch
with grand landscape
interconnection between
all life's territories,
ably sensing
path leading onward
through 'maya'
that's physical world
demanding attention
from chief navigator
who commands
nobly as author,
setting tone,
timing, intention, pace,
into Unknown
while smiling unabashedly,
whistling tune
on great adventure
toward future,
wherein ultimate service
ego follows.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Visions

Sunset view from beginning of Ross of Mull, and Loch Scridian, on my way home to Kintra,
Isle of Mull, Scotland

Visions
2/7/12

There are moments,
frequent nowadays,
as if assisted
by Wing,
spirits behind veil,
my ancestors,
father, and grandparents,
guardian angel,
who open gateways
for genius
to be activated,
co-creatively dancing
with inspiration's arrival
from ethers
when giving thought
toward possibilities
percolating in soul,
around anything
calling from future,
riding past,
into potent present,
landing prophetically
while shouting 'Yes!',
thankfully amazed
at catalyzing visions.

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

From Inside Out

Michael Rueshcer helping me out with gardening.
(photo by Karin Ruescher)

From Inside Out
2/6/12

Exposure to society,
meeting people,
new and old
friends, acquaintances,
ignites mysterious inspiration
as fuel
for creative process,
something said
poignantly by another,
witnessing activism
through art, community,
encountering kindness,
love and compassion,
stirs heart
which reflects favorable
human potential
to evolve, or
go down
singing and dancing,
believing transformative
redemption is possible,
forever probable,
when individual souls
share gifts
from inside out.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Many Firsts

At my 50th birthday party near 8 years ago.
(photo by Art Durand Photography)

Many Firsts
2/4/12

Called 'primary experiences'
by girlfriend
in past relationship,
I'm experiencing
them in quantity
these days,
open mic performance,
contact improv
and shamanic disco,
writing workshop,
meeting loved filled
original humans
embodying 'Great Turning'
spirit journey
within physical world,
expressing joy,
humor, compassionate acceptance,
on river
awakening to ocean
of enlightenment
inherently in us,
sharing Divinity
as One People,
One Planet,
delivering many firsts.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

To Be Human

Wonderful group of loving folks who so generously helped me out as visitor from abroad.
Kintra Community Hall, Isle of Mull, Scotland

To Be Human
2/3/12

I'm inspired
by those who
help others
out of goodness
in heart
expecting no reward
except enjoyable
feeling giving brings,
contrary to those
who take
as though entitled
barely considering
plight of downtrodden,
or musing about
shared world
and impact possible
if people
would 'get over'
me, mine,
separation by embracing
we, us,
distributing resources fairly
demonstrating how
to be human.

Friday, February 3, 2012

Open Connection

My girl Wing was always happiest when out exploring in Nature.

Open Connection
2/2/12

No matter circumstance,
financial loss,
gain,
future work looking
steady or
sporadic,
death having come
to loved
one
which simultaneously creates
opportunity for
birth,
thrown off center
by humanity's
madness
then finding it
again in
Nature,
staying curious about
miracles permeating
life
allows loving souls
magical arrival
through
Divine open connection.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

For Future


Shaved head, altered state, after completing Wing's memorial.

For Future
2/1/12

Having fun
reframing experiences
initially thought
un-wantingly bad
to perfectly
timed event
supporting evolutionary
'what's next'
that builds
motivational momentum,
renews resources,
ushers wisdom,
makes space,
breaks open
mind, heart,
soul perceptions,
assists conscious
deep recognition
of Divinity's
pure essence
pouring through
every atom
as catalyst
and vehicle
for future.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Grand Game

Where's Wing hiding? Under the heart stone, yet always found in my heart.

Grand Game
1/31/11

Hide and seek,
neighborhood fun
growing
up suburban kids
in Speedway
Indiana,
nowadays feels similar
excitedly engaging
myself
as one searching
to find
Divinity
everywhere, in everyone,
no matter
appearances
or dysfunctional behaviors,
while unabashedly
grinning
with contagious love
that tags
another,
and elicits smile,
from participant
playing
'grand game'.

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Affirmed

Driving down the road with Wing, my amazingly inspirational, 'love activism' teacher.

Affirmed
1/30/12

Past week events
further engrain
understanding
foundational life purpose
as 'Love
Activist',
utilizing 'Soul Authority'
passion for
changes
playing essential part
in Great
Turning,
standing on shoulders
of courageous
ancestors
I become one
for future
inheritors,
invigorating magnificent world
through simple
acts
my existence affirmed.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

New Chapters

Wing and I next to Santa Cruz Yacht Harbor Lighthouse.
(photo by Crysse Morrison)

New Chapters
1/28/12

Another
poetry book
has been filled,
ending
with loving
thoughts of Wing,
companion
who chose
me as partner,
wherein
I became
forever blessed recipient,
circulating
love that
opened protected heart,
caring
for her
amid changing pursuits,
surprise
events turning
into new chapters.

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Not Gone

Wing and I driving down the road in the van either coming or going to work.

Not Gone
1/27/12

My habitual programming
finds me
speaking to Wing,
calling her,
'Let's go girl!'
into truck
on job site,
easily seeing
different remembered stages
from puppy
to 'old woman',
my hand
familiar with petting
while driving,
strokes heart area
pressed upon
by 'Little One'
for many years
riding together ...
she's not gone.

Friday, January 27, 2012

Collected

Wing and I kayaking Castle Lake near Mt. Shasta, California.
(photo by Raven Stevens)

Collected
1/26/12

I'm traveling memory
mind's eye
through brain matter,
computer pictures,
and film photos,
awe filled,
amazed at distance
we travelled,
longest love relationship
of partnership,
greatest, best friend,
accepting, unconditional,
near constant companion
paying attention
to each other,
always allowing
for unexpected turns
becoming gift
experiences gratefully collected.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Tears

The 'little charger' Wing at Seabright Beach, Santa Cruz, California.

Tears
1/25/12

Cleansing memory bank
forgotten events,
so many moments
turned years
of being together,
playful days
in rambunctious youth,
her agility
running, jumping, hunting,
pretend fighting,
always the charger
out front
prancing, smiling, enthusiastic,
patiently waiting
for workday end,
adventure ready
to go anywhere ...
remembrance brings
tears revealing joy.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Transported

Wing's Wheel, with her bowl and heart shaped rock at center.

Transported
1/24/12

Behind the veil
I entered
while ushering my
'Little Wing'
into Spirit World,
where Nature
came fully alive,
awake, present,
witnessed, listened, felt
honoring ceremony,
taking in words,
love feelings,
holding us both
with benevolence
completing Life dance,
gifting rainbows,
beauty, miraculous Existence
became doorway
to continued communion
mystically transported.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Life In Service

My female 'Little Wing' dog four days prior to passing into the spirit world.

Life In Service
1/23/12

My 'Wing' dog
has completed
near fourteen years
bringing love
into my heart,
this world,
everyone she's met,
now time
for courageous act
as reciprocation
of unconditional caring,
releasing her
homeward to Source
to continue
being constant companion,
our souls
linked forever there
cherishing shared
Life in service.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Rain

My spirit also soars for rainbows that often accompany rain.
(Kintra, Isle of Mull, Scotland)

Rain
1/21/12

My spirit soars,
body thrills
during acclimate weather,
listening sounds
of wind, water,
envelope house,
remembering childhood experiences
of watching
through home windows,
school bus,
loving outside smells,
excited feelings
creating great adventure,
dressing differently,
given warnings, instructions
depicting danger,
for me
just playful rain.

Saturday, January 21, 2012

For Myself

Playing with professional musicians Marc Bass, Peter Clark, at my 50th b-day party, 2004.
(photo by Art Durand Photography)

For Myself
1/20/12

When rains halt
usual work
for almighty dollar,
then possibilities
avalanche upon me,
including pleasure,
chores, vehicle maintenance,
exercise, desires
like lengthy writing,
workshop creations,
editing in den,
dreaming future,
or playing music,
myriad activities
no longer neglected
for myself.

Friday, January 20, 2012

Exercise

Past exercise canoeing on lake in Watsonville with my girl 'Wing'.

Exercise
1/19/12

I forget
the pure pleasurable
addictive nature
of body activity
outside norm
from physical work,
for fun,
and staying healthy,
while enhancing
clarity of mind,
brightening spirit,
energizing new equilibrium
inside skin,
muscle, aligning bones,
whether running,
dance, sports, walking,
exercise enlivens.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Click

With dead trees down a new view opens that seemingly catapults me into 'parallel universe'.

Click
1/18/12

Oftentimes
clarity eludes me,
arriving
somewhere I feel
misaligned,
out of place,
imagining
destined parallel universe
awaiting
behind different choice
offering
authentic soul experience
needed
to further growth,
synchronicity,
meeting person, having
conversation
bringing realizations that
click.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Timing

When ready, I found perfect logger to fell quagmire of dead trees.

Timing
1/17/12

On this
follow through depends,
have come
to understand procrastination
that's different
than habitual avoidance,
delay instead,
waiting for resources,
information, impetus,
and catalyzing grace
catapulting energy,
vision, enthusiasm, joy,
past mediocre
advance when misaligned,
blindly inattentive
to sacred timing.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Calibration

Reverend Deborah L. Johnson interviewed on KZSC radio show, 'Conciliation Sunday'.
At Inner Light Ministries service she spoke of 'inner calibration to future calling.'

Calibration
1/16/12

In timeline society
pursuing goals
with action steps,
accountability, determination,
to accelerate progress
there's phenomenon
beyond manipulative paradigm,
potently seeded
within invisible realms
where energies
swirl inside people
as dreams
beckoning from future,
mysteriously incubated
for however long
individually necessary
until day arrives
birthing 'Yes!'
completing evolutionary calibration.

Monday, January 16, 2012

Recover

Consuming crab legs before seeing Oakland 'Cavalia' show years ago.

Recover
1/15/12

In hindsight,
worth of endeavor,
that breaks
from routine structure
in place
to manifest desires,
is measured
not only by
episodic quality
of original experience,
resources consumed,
urge to repeat
with person
as intimate activity,
but also
weighs residual benefit
accrued and
time to recover.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Truthfully

2004 motorcycle trip in Scotland celebrating my 50th birthday.

Truthfully
1/14/12

When attended
then freedom rings,
holding fast
to authentic Soul
fulfilling destiny
by walking unencumbered
no matter
circumstances that surround,
generously administering
talents as succor
while Life
organically plays out,
my dutiful
sacred responsibility is
honoring Source
through living truthfully.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Space

Watching big sky turn colors at sunset over Lighthouse Field, Santa Cruz, California

Space
1/13/12

Leaving it open
especially
when unsure
allows more information
entering
to point way
sensed
as destiny,
where synchronistic alignment
congeals
benevolent outcome
in mind's eye
translated
as 'Yes!',
similarly for love
loosely
holding potential
waiting patiently in
space.

Friday, January 13, 2012

Instruction

No instructions for placing third story on rebuilt lower framework of old water tower.
Lakeside Organic Farm, Watsonville, California

Instruction
1/12/12

Many pursuits
require
information gleaned beforehand
by those
experienced
with acquiring goal,
hopefully making
success
quicker, easier, safer,
without having
work
of recreating wheel,
other times
life
traverses virgin territory,
always really,
wherein
each day arrives
with only
inner
guidance as instruction.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Beautiful Behavior

Rounding first base after getting a hit playing softball.
(photo by Art Durand Photography)
(poem inspired by Rachel Carlton Abrams, MD)

Beautiful Behavior
1/11/12

New doctor
used this phrase
describing
encouraged shift
around diet, exercise,
lowering
cholesterol, sugars,
finding balance using
moderation
as key
to optimal health,
chuckling
I imagined
world doing same,
humans
changing consumptive,
warring habits, creating
heaven
on earth
through beautiful behavior.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Territories

Lone sentinel among cliffs at Bryce Canyon, Utah.

Territories
1/10/12

Surrounded
I sit,
listen soul intuition,
where,
what, will
receive attentive energy
after
morning ritual
pleasing writing muse,
blessed
by choices
to exercise creativity
I'm
calmly aware
of whirlwind possibilities
this
day brings
in myriad territories.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Everyday

In my workshop from earlier days and arrangement.
(photo by Art Durand Photography)

Everyday
1/9/12

She's demanding
mistress,
always with me
as muse
wanting
expression for pleasure,
hearing
her call,
above society's din,
constantly
desiring attention
I finally relinquish,
declare
unswerving loyalty
above all else
everyday.

Monday, January 9, 2012

Essence

Sunset during ferry ride between Isle of Skye and the Scottish mainland.

Essence
1/8/12

Stop,
be still,
quit searching,
it's here,
everywhere,
always been,
will be,
permeating everything,
breathe,
witness Existence,
humming vibration,
making you,
me,
Earth, Sun,
trees, animals,
uniquely from
Essence.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Circles

Two eagles on the wing above the Isle of Mull, Scotland.

Circles
1/7/12

No corners
to turn at
as I
spiral like eagle
on wings
buoyed by Spirit,
riding currents
absent cutting edge,
eyes view
far-reaching vistas devoid
of separation,
upon ground
I'm galloping horse
stretching powerful
muscles in coordination,
propelled onward
sweating, steaming, snorting,
dreaming horizons
outside of circles.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Enter

Beach cave in San Diego area.

Enter
1/6/12

Sudden breakdowns
bring original opportunity
within context
to use tools
gathered up
from past tribulations,
whether communication,
truck not starting,
dropping ball
on follow through,
or animal
injured, getting old,
new world
quickly shows itself,
often irrevocably
if it's death,
life always
tests our willingness
to enter.

Friday, January 6, 2012

There's Little Rhyme

Wednesday sunset from patio of house I've been working on.
Santa Cruz Lighthouse, Santa Cruz, California

There's Little Rhyme
1/5/12

Less reason
for what transpires
each season,
or any day
we live,
love, work, play,
generously give,
Life rolls on
so unencumbered
as miraculous phenomenon
breaths numbered,
to change anything
first accept
all that's happening
even death,
then when clear
dispel lie
in Existence there's
little rhyme.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

No Separation

Less cluttered past, that led to now, leading to future, without separation in 'infinite time'.

No Separation
1/2/12

Doing mundane things
like laundry,
groceries,
cooking good meals,
getting rest,
exercise,
working on land,
in shop
organizing,
and at desk
writing bills,
donations,
caring for animals,
loving them,
Life,
are essential aspects
of creativity
laying
the holistic groundwork
of no
separation.

Monday, January 2, 2012

In There

Meeting writer friend Geoffory Dunn, wife, & son at Seabright Beach, Santa Cruz, California.
(photo by Art Durand Photography)

In There
1/1/12

Coming through
fits, starts, malaise,
wondering how,
when, I'll escape
difficult tests
being with discomforting
inner struggle
until finding again
an opening
where grace dwells,
or expressing
what's bothering me
to stranger,
old, new friend,
that reminds
me of 'connection'
as Power
for embodied Soul
in there.

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Surprisingly

A surprising rainbow outside my wee croft with my amazing 1991 BMW K75RT motorcycle.
Kintra, Isle of Mull, Scotland

Surprisingly
12/30/11

It fascinates me
when grace
descends
tapping with insight,
intuition, direction,
foresight,
my squirreled brain,
as body
affirms
to follow through
on uncertain
hunch,
wherein alignment flows,
synchronicity easily
happens,
appointments open up,
opportunities avail
surprisingly.